What a week!

Man what a week! I love these girls and my role as their Mama right now but man oh man, this job is so tough sometimes! Of course any parent knows how tough it is but also being that they are Foster children and what all else we have to deal with! As I chose to close my daycare after 4 years about a week ago, it has just been proven to me how crazy things are going to be around here with out even having this second job too! In the last week I have received a phone call from someone about the girls to set up an assessment, a visit, an appointment of some sort for like almost every day of the week here on out for this month! Oh my things are nuts, I sure hope my head stays on! I love the days it is just me and the girls at home sticking to our good ol schedule getting things done, like laundry and the normal simple things in life! When we have to have a bunch of appointments, running around, visits and assessments or people around it seems to really throw things off big time! The girls do so well and are so happy when they stick to their routine, their naps and meal times, oh it makes life so much easier! And the days we go to see birth Mom are just a mess, we have had ok ones and even better times but poor Sissy girl, it is rough on her, so confusing, she doesn't understand, she is 2! It doesn't seem to bother the baby much, except she gets off on her naps and meals and that is enough to make her cranky!
Sissy has been through so much in the last week, had her teeth worked on and had to go back to that eye specialist in Bakersfield, if I were a kid, I would be freaked out by that place! She is a trooper but does not like certain things there of course, it is always a trying time! This little girl should not have to be going through all of this, it breaks my heart but then on the other end I/we have to deal with the poor thing and her moods or tantrums now! She has been really acting out, I know this is due to what is going on in her life but it is tough even for us to deal with, plus it is new too! :( She has so much going on in her little life right now and she is such an adorable, loving little precious, I sure hope things can get better for her soon but I am thinking it may be a lot longer as we go through this process, it is a long and drawn out process! :(
Well it is the weekend now and things always look up on a new day, I say good bye to this week and hello to a new day tomorrow and new week this next week! Good night! :)